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Thursday, April 30, 2009
sian sian sian. can anyone just kindly entertain me? ): find life so boring nowadays. almost the same routine everyday. Wake up,wash up,change to school uniform,take everything i need, meet my beloved ♥DIKUS at the interchange,bus-ed to school. pull up my socks,make sure my attire is perfect,meet Mrs Kok. sign in,walk to quatrangle,sit down,read,talk,joke,sign,take pledge listen to some announcement,go back to class. lessons................................................... recess:D lessons................................................... lunch break:) lessons.................................................. meet dikus,either go eat,or home straight away. bath,eat,watch television,use computer if there's a chance. there's lots of disadvantages having too many siblings ): really hope that he will talk to me more often ): Thursday, April 23, 2009 ♥LUNALIM Listening to a friend who is going through tough times, Understanding and respecting people's culture s and beliefs, Noticing the people around to offer assistance when needed, Appreciating little acts of kindness everyday, Letting others alight first before boarding the train, Initiating friendly conversations with neighbours and friends while in the elevator, Moving to the rear of the bus to leave space for others to board. Found it on the web:D LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Monday, April 20, 2009 Friday Did not went for NPAP training as i was not feeling well. i really feel like going. but many keep asking me to go home and rest if i want to take part in the actual parade. so i went home. Saturday went for NPAP training. my mood wasn't very good in the beginning because of some reason. after that i was told that i am being put as a reserved. i tried to hold back my tears,but i failed. i was sitting at the grandstand when they are having the final rehearsal. after that i join back the contingent to have our lunch i think. march back to lecture theatre change to full no.1,prize giving. march back to drills shed again to prepare for the actual. i am a RESERVED.CONFIRMED. i am standing away from the main contingent. i feel like crying AGAIN. i tried to hold back AGAIN. dont know why, my mind ask me to turn to the back. i turned,saw sir kok siang,zhen kang,ma'am si li,xiao ying. i immediately broke out into tears. i feel that i have disappoint them. i put in ALOT of effort in this parade.i swear. i am never absent from any of the 12 trainings except for the last one when mr richard asked me not to go. i never have this thought to try to skip or give up. i request for extra rifle training. i went for every extra rifle training. i treasure this chance in taking part in the 50th NPAP.i really did. i know not everyone can have this chance to wear a no.1 uniform. and it was WRSS NPCC first time getting a GOLD award in UOPA. but i just dont have the luck i should say. i really wish to be in the parade. i can only BLAME myself for not taking care of my health. especially when the parade is reaching. i really wish to run home that moment. i felt that i had failed. i'm very worried about whether will the CIs be angry with me, disappointed with my performance. i failed in teaching the sec2 junior the required rifle drills. both of them is also a reserved. after the parade,me and peiying went to put back our rifle and meet all the sirs and ma'am. after everything,went to watch movie with jingyi,kaiyi,sandra,junhao,jiun loong and eeleong. because junhao says dont waste a saturday night.hahas. halfway through the movie, sir koksiang sms-ed me. he asked me not to be sad any more. he also told me that the CIs are proud of me. they can see my effort and enthusiasm for NPCC. i am much more confront after hearing that. i know my effort have not go down the drain. No matter what,i still wish to say.. SORRY OCs,CIs,squadmates. I have disappoint all of you. I ♥ NPCC. Thursday, April 16, 2009 i have not post for 11 days. LOL. yesterday went for NPAP training but i end up being a casualty ): my drills is NOT good already and now my health like that ): i just started to feel very uncomfortable when we are doing hentak kaki. i started to feel like vomiting,then feel dizzy,then mouth part being to numb,to the hand and then to the leg.feeling breathless at the same time. i tried to endure, i really did.but i failed in the end ): what's happening to me? i want to join back the contingent when i feel abit better,but they dont allow. call my father to bring me back somemore. then i jiu go back home,then go see a LOUSY doctor. wait for damn long and he tell me that i have flu.like WTH?!! today went to school,eat medicine,forget to see if it will cause drownsiness anot. then eat le, during maths keep feeling like sleeping. i want to change maths teacher! still not feeling very well for the day. then lesson till 3pm. hurry change le jiu go hall gather to go for 2.4KM run. my timing is so damn LOUSY. i think i have to re-test.): went back to school and wait for kaiyi finish her A-maths test. go coffee shop eat jiu go home le. tomorrow's NPAP training will be the last training. i MUST do well. i MUST put in my best effort. i MUST do well in my belok. i MUST endure even i feel unwell. i MUST NOT be a casualty. i MUST NOT slack. i MUST NOT spoil the whole parade. i MUST NOT disappoint the people that have confidence in me. JIAYOUS WRSS NPCC NPAP GOH. WE CAN DO IT. i MUST drink more water. Sunday, April 5, 2009 hmm, lets talk about OBS. but things that i still remember only. LOL First day learn how to kayak. partner with ruihong cause he say he want someone who know how to kayak. LOL then cook dinner,eat and sleep ba. i cried during dinner cause i miss home i think ): Second day wake up, wash up, PT, breakfast. did something like high rope challenge. i failed. but PASS in belaying.LOL then lunch. etc etc. dinner. i cried again when i saw sandra and wenyu. i feel lonely,i cant communicate with my group. i just dont like my group :( Third day woke up, unpitch tent find our way down the hill and wash up. breakfast, learn navigation using compass and map. trek from camp1 to a animal farm and then to kekek campsite. we find our own way there and it was about more than 4KM? i think. pitch our tent, have dinner, saw peiying and i started to cry again cause i really HATE my group. whatever they say, whatever they do etc. it just makes me hate them ALOT. they are all so DAMN self-centred, only wants to benefit do not want to put in any effort. they just sucks alright. they ask for 8 sea expedition leader Zul,Azfar,Faiz,Asiq,RongJie,JiunLoong,JunHao and me. i am ask to go cause i got kayaking experience. actually all the leaders have experience cause we are all from NPCC and NCC. LOL.i am the only girl-.- then we did santuary duty. i am the first group. so have longer time to sleep :D Fourth day set out for kayaking.kayak to camp1,OBRC,pulau seletar then back to OBRC and camp there for 1 night.bath and sleep. Fifth day Kayak back to camp1, wash the kayaks.pack up, bath buy souvenirs and when home :D miss the instructor of everything most ): Saturday wake up, was late.cab-ed to CCS with peiying.reach HTA le, change to number1 and fall in.did reheasal for 2 times.put rifle back.and went back.quite slack i should say.i feel that my standard is droping.i am afraid that i will not do well in the actual parade.i WANT to do well. PEIYING,NICHOLAS,WEIJIE jiayous :D |
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