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Friday, November 13, 2009
How i wish i can muster all my courage to take the step out for my freedom. Why does their parents trust them so much, & mine doesn't trust me at all. They still thinks that i'm a kid? I'm NOT. What's the big deal about going out and stay overnight for 2 days? TWO pathetic days. People can got out without prior notices and i can't despite telling you about it like a few days ago? Sometimes, i wish to just walk away, thinking of the Family(?), I have second thoughts. What if my younger siblings follow what i do? What if my need me during that moment? What if after that they don't trust me even more? what if ?.. All these always stop me from doing something really rebellious. But, no one actually appreciate it. Sometimes, i didnt even make any mistake, and i forced to carry all the faults. No, you can't compare me and brother. Why? Because we'll different. I need my freedom, He doesn't(idk)? I want everything to go by my way, but is it possible? Probably not uh. One day, i'll just do things my own way, i'm having too much stress. You may not have notice it? You may said that you have lots of stress too, and i may not see it. Counting down, 6 more years, and i can gain my entire freedom, i supposed. He said that he'll let go of us when we're 21. How long must i still endure? Everything is controlled. I may not stand it one day and do something i musn't do. My allowance may be alot as for you. But for me, it's insufficient. I can't always go to you and ask for money right? So, let me take up a job and earn my OWN MONEY. |
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